Ordinary Life / Not Enough
At times I think this isn't working - the therapy, the time off work, the talking, the endless talking, the endless sleeping
What if I'll never be better?
What if my life will cascade downwards until the end?
What if I die having lived a life full of regrets?
What if I fail to achieve the incredible things I know I am capable of?
Living an ordinary life is NOT ENOUGH
They never listened to this - they said it was fine
They said I was too sensitive
They said I was a dreamer
They said my expectations were too high
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Where's my hope?
Where's my anchor?
Then I remember the dreams
I've begun to dream again - dream, and remember
I think, I believe
The dreams mean something is happening - inside, deep down
Like the movements of tectonic plates
Something is shifting deep down inside of me
Something important
Something that has been dormant for a long, long time
Something inside is being reawoken
I cling to this
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